02/20/2024
I intend this as a thank you to the greatest love of my life. When entirely alone you were there for me and helped me through my darkest hours and roughest times. I dedicated my life to you in every fashion and pray I have the chance to prove them all. You'll always have my loyalty and admiration, my respect, my devotion and my objective to make you happy. I am "perfectly - imperfect" and I will never be without mistakes but I promise on the major things love, loyalty and courage to protect you - I will not disappoint you. I realize we have been through a lot and much of that I chose not to make you aware of initially and I regret that. I needed to understand it all myself but know it was meant to cause a rift between us. For that I am sorry but I know "truth like water will eventually find a way". I promise I have been brave, I have fought for your rights and my own and taken on the Federal Government and private industry relating invasive Remote Neural Monitoring and the civil rights abuses we have been subjected to. I pray this is not our end, I know of my truths I may never get to bring to trial but I will avenge your honor (as you are not what they claim you to be "a slut"), I will avenge my dignity and pride in holding these monsters accountable. I love you so much and that will never change. You are my better half and have made me strive to be a better man. You motivate my actions and although at times in the past they my not have made sense, they eventually will and I chose protection of you first. You are the last love of my lifetime and it came at a time when I needed it most. Always Yours - Ryan
