03/04/2025
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BEEN WORKING SINCE 2018, PERO WALA PA RIN USAD
I have been working since 2018 after I graduated, pero parang wala pa rin akong nararating. Ang hirap i-motivate ng sarili ko to do better in life. These days na-ko-compare ko na yung sarili ko sa mga kaedad ko and even to younger people na ang dami nang na-achieve sa life. I always questioned myself na hanggang dito na lang ba talaga ako?
Lagi ko kasing napipili yung comfort zone with a side reason na mas gusto ko na mentally stable ako. I used to work in sales industry, pero sobrang dr@ining. I always cri3d every night and I also cri3d to my mom na h*ndi ko na talaga k*ya. That time kasi she was in the province and I am in Metro Manila, kasi I tried to live independently. Yung work ko nun feel ko sumis!ra sa m*nt*l he@lth ko. That was really h@rd.
Right now, I am really at peace with my current work. Maayos yung environment and yung colleagues, but hindi na enough yung sahod to sustain my lifestyle. I want to stay pa. Before kasi iniisip ko lang na enough na yung may work ako to sustain my life since I am not that magastos. Pero iba na talaga ngayon. Need ko na magkayod-kalabaw hangga’t maaari kasi wala akong naiipon. May s@kit pa ang mama ko at need ng maintenance.
Gusto kong mag-upskill, pero feeling ko nab*b* na ako. Tinatamad na ako and napanghihinaan ng loob. I used to be so motivated in life, pero ngayon so-so na lang. Go with the flow na hindi dapat kasi may taong umaasa sa ‘kin. Need ko po ng advice and words of motivation.
August
2018
BSBA
MC
