03/11/2024
Hmmm🤦♀️
Facebook said what's in my mind?
Actually, I wanted to say something short but am... I think I deserve to write a letter to myself 🤔...
Firstly, congratulations to the hero in me!! 🎉🎉🎂💯
After writing this letter to myself, if you see me comment congratulations and wish me happy birthday!!
Now dear me, it's day 03. Still trying to know the reason behind my own existence, the significance it carry, the value it holds and the concious it possess.
It's the most beautiful season and the saddest one. The leave that does the photosynthesis and nurture it's entire tree is at its last moment. It's colour changes from green to yellow signifying it's end. The wind blows and the leave fall. And I wonder if the tree cares about that fallen leaves? 🤔 Would it remember that the fallen leaves was the one that supply the energy for her to grow. Would she cry remembering that?!! No.
For who are we to the universe? 🤔 Would he ever care when one life goes out in the sky of a billion stars? Never. Everything is unfair so was the life of man. Some were born as king while some as slave. And no one knows the reason behind this unfairness.
It's 03 in the month of November, another year added to me by my maker to live on this planet. It's been a great journey, from a two nucleate cell that fused at the fallopian tube to a multicellular being with a concious mind. It is very complex yet very fascinating to imagine how a single cell can become the apex of the food chain, the top of the evolution and the only organism to possess a consciousness.
My dear old me, am so determined to fall more in love with your life now. Intentionally romanticizing the walks you are on, the beauty I found on your decisions, the mistakes you made that shapes my perspective and the days of your struggle that leads me to where I am today. Not a single a single regret I had among all those decisions that you took yesterday because it was that best you can think of at the moment.
I am very thankful and proud of all the decisions you made yesterday. You made the right decision. You take care of this life and pave the road of this journey and it was awesome. With the knowledge and concious you acquired during that journey, you raise a perfect me. I can't Thank you enough for all the good deed you have done for me, basically the sacrifice, humiliation, hunger, struggle etc just to get me where I am today.
Dear old me, this added year with you might be the greatest journey of my life. This day of my life will always hold a special place in my heart. And I would always cherish the memories I had share with you. Never would I forget the tears and sweat you shed to give me a better tomorrow😓😔. May I never forget all the happy moments that I had share with you. You are far more than I deserve. Considering all the details you have done for me, I can't thank you enough. I thank the creator for creating such a wonderful person like you.
As my journey with you reach the end of one path, unwillingly I have to take the other path which suppose to holds a better opportunity for me. You have lead me this far, you had done all you can and I can't ask you more than that. It's really hard for me to part away from you but as this life had to carry on, I have to move forward following the unfair rhythm of life. With a heart full of your advice and a mind full of all your memories I had to move forward. You will always hold a special place in my heart forever. From today on with GRACE, I'll take charge of this life which you had nurture from the very beginning of our time. It's time for you to sit back and enjoy the shows I will play, in this game of life I would never lose. Even when the probability are very low, the one who guide you will always guide me further.
May I never go astray nor lean somewhere I don't belongs. May I learn from our mistakes and never repeat that again. May all the knowledge that we aquire together finds a perfect place to applied. Dear old me, I will make you proud one day. The seed that you had sown yesterday would someday finds it's way and grow on the ground of righteous. May I never forget all the lessons you had taught me. I'll become more better. For humanity, for the old me, and for the future to come I would play well. May I continue to stay humble, may my words be guided by God's words and may all the days of life be a song of praise for our creator. Amen 🙏
As I celebrate another year of life, I thank God for His wisdom, His strength, and His peace, Happy birthday to me, cheers 🎂🎁🎉🥂🍾
