Shawn's auto

06/01/2025

Celebrating my 12th year on Facebook. Thank you for your continuing support. I could never have made it without you. 🙏🤗🎉

05/10/2024

My story from my point of view…..

Well I grew up in a broken home with no father to teach me anything I had figure it out on my own from day one I knew I had to fight but needed a queen by my side first. So I started looking….. I was raised Christian but did not believe any of it… I slid into a speaker when I was a kid and was gifted very early on. I then locked it away after a pre-school teacher put me in a closet and shook me by my shoulders I died that day just a walking zombie looking at all the bad in world and wanting to change it. They only way could sleep at night was with headphones under my pillow playing hip hop stuff my parents hated so I hid it away from them. And played dumb a lot so other people would feel needed. I can feel pain just looking at you I cried walking behind I could feel your hurt. I tried to show me but no one would ever understand what is in my head at all.. I was always getting In trouble a lot cheated my way tho school was never the smartest or coolest my teeth where fu**ed from eating sweets all the time and not caring for my self what so ever. I was always casted aside and forgot about many times. So I walked alone a lot with headphones and tried killing myself many times from once with a belt or a few times till my face turned blue I also tried exhaust fumes in a shed, getting run over by a car but never got hit close call was a school bus but only chipped my board I was looking up at the bumper. After that I knew I was alive for a reason I just did not see yet… so I played music a lot like all the time it was my escape from all the pain I seen with my eyes I did not dream at all ever on 3 nightmares them they stopped I never dreamed again. Then still playing the music that spoke to me. Then a step dad came into the picture I was o boy with to drighters that could do no wrong ever… I was the problem child in his eye he tried to break me but I been tho so much at this point nothing could break me. Spent most my time outside only home to eat and sleep and tare things apart to see how they worked them put it back together better then it was. Still playing music in my headphones charging it only on Sunday cuz people always asked what you playing. So I played the stuff they thought I liked but really it was hip hop and rap deep down I dressed like a gangster a lot but nobody what take me for me so I would cry at night banging my head on the wall just to feel pain to know I am alive. Then a music videos and mtv I was how do I get their. Still playing music in my headphones. Then the internet came faster then dial up I found this ni**er lil Wayne singing about licking me like a lollipop and the music video was fire so I a white cop saved him he saved me after I seen that video I did not try to kill my self anymore I just looked up all his music and study him hard his moves his swagger just everything about the man. Started playing only his music in my headphones all the time 24/7 me and him are a lot alike he don’t write s**t cuz he ant got time well I could not write nice so I never did much writing also the school system said I could not read and put me in special classes never really had a high school education I knew I would not need any of that so I cheated my way tho many times. I did not drive till I was 21 or so always on a bike or skate board or something like that. Then started driving and singing in my truck no body had any idea what I was capable of cuz the could not take me broken and lost. Been a lot of to places that only hurt me never showing how to do what they wanted I moved around a lot trying to find where I belong. Only signing in my truck alone. And headphones around people. Then my truck motor blew up so I junked it. Then I wanted a stick shift car so I looked and looked and looked and found a mk3 golf with sport plads and three tone for cheep only thing wrong with was wrong oil and holes in floor pan so I fixed that my way. I was heavy into rc cars had a bunch traded my hole collection for some upgrades for my car. I knew this car would find the women of my dreams so I made it loud and pretty fast 30mpg ran like a top. So one day my buddy calls me and says hey this girls car broke down at Kmart we need your vag com. Ok I will be there with it. I pulled up parked far away. And walked up slow and spoke very soft I was shy and she was beautiful I knew once she pulled a tool box from the back seat omg I found the woman of my dreams.. Vanessa Kerr so it started….. she did not have much money I was about the same not much money but I got by. She paid me in kisses and that was enough for any repairs she ever needed. So I made a bill for that… that did not envole money at all. So I would sneak around knowing my mom would not like her. But I took her anyways to see their reaction and it was just what I expected. So we started hanging out everyday after work I would go see her where ever she was. It was the very first time any loved me for me so I blew her mind and showed her she is a queen and should be treated like one. So I did that from painting toenails to cutting them in grown ones. I would practice on my own body just to see how to do it. She did not have a great past lots of crap boyfriend that never treated like the flower she was just looking for attention in all the wrong places till she found me. I knew she could help me pick me up and I can show her true love like nothing she had ever seen in her life. She wanted to marry Chester from linkin park well she got way more than that I was a walking jukebox hiding in shadows till I found a queen that was wroth all of me and would listen to what I had to say not judging or saying I should change. It was amazing.. I played very hard to get tho just had 15 teeth pulled and Fresh dentures as a band aid so did not look very well at all but she still stuck around so I knew this is it the no more looking for my baby doll I found her and she found the true me and pulled me out of the closets I was left in many times. Just wondering what I did so wrong. Ashe broke down ever wall I ever put up to hide the true me. Now we have three kids and I worry a lot about them I don’t want them to feel the pain I had to growing up or get hurt like I did. All kids knew me they could see past it…. One time in the mall i baby looked at me and said daddy mind you I did not know the baby or the female holding the baby it moved me so much that knew kids could see me in that closet crying out. I always made kids stop crying just by looking at them or holding them they just knew some how they where safe with me no matter what. This is some of my story I left out some parts cuz I don’t care nothing could ever break me I have seen hell and walked away. This coming out now cuz now I have 3 kids to worry about and it brings up what happened to me like a video that plays in my head over and over music is the only thing that makes it stop or go away…. I am fine don’t worry about me

Shawn Ross Kerr

03/25/2024

…... so here is a something that messed me up for years. When I was in preschool I was coloring and I was done with that task so I got up and ran around because I was happy for snack time I was then taken into a closet and shook as the teacher held on to my shoulders to this day i am always looking for a way out of any room I am in… the end true story I now that I have my own kids I worry so much when their out of my line of site I don’t anything to happen to my babies so they can shoot their shot and be a better version of me. Any small room with no windows still make me feel like I never left that closet. My amazing wife has let me just cry it the other day it was sooo freeing to just feel all the pain and emotions that I did not know how to express

03/02/2022

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08/31/2021

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07/13/2021

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02/13/2021

I started this page thinking I could open a shop some day it would cool who am I kidding.Now I look back on some of my old post and think what was I trying todo. Story time when I was younger like 13 I think. I had a bike repair I even had business cards that I would hang/pin up at the exit of a local store. I got a call one day they want to speak to the owner I said I am the owner they said your to young I bet you can’t fix my bike and hung up. So I gave up my dream as kid. Instead I had most kids on the block coming for air and stuff. One kid had bike so beat it almost fell apart so I built him a custom bike with some spar parts I had.

07/04/2020

Happy 4th of July everyone. Be safe and let the freedom rain